Sara

  A Soul Stripped Bare filled with Rage Against the Universe —No Mercy Left The Demon Within Screaming into the Void —My Scarred Path Being trans has taken a profound toll. Since age seven, I knew who I was. What I couldn't have foreseen was the immense impact embracing my true self would have, not on me, but on the people I love. My personal struggles have, at times, inflicted pain on those I care about most, leaving me to grapple with a tormenting question: How much agony am I willing to bring upon the ones around me? This is a burden I don't know how to carry. If I could reverse time, I often wish I had chosen a life of solitude, believing my transition might then have unfolded without inflicting such collateral pain. My advice to my younger self would be stark: "Avoid people. Never love, and never let anyone love you. They will become your greatest source of pain when difficult decisions arise. Solitude is strength; it allows you to live your truth without fear of con...

To my dearest "Fam-Loved-Ones," especially S., The term "Fam-Loved-Ones" encompasses those individuals who hold an irreplaceable place in my heart. My life and the dynamics within my household are intricate and, by necessity, have remained private, shared only with my deeply cherished "Partners-in-Life." This unique family of four, including myself, came together under extraordinary and unusual circumstances. This morning, a message from a "Fam-Loved-Ones" member, S., struck me deeply. They expressed that despite my efforts to feminize my body, I still appear as male. They suggested this must be evident to me in the mirror and asserted that I would never be seen as a woman by others. They pointed to the engagement Kissra receives on social media as evidence, attributing it to her being a cisgender woman. The message concluded with the assertion that regardless of my internal feelings, I must accept my physical reality as male and that my continue...

  About My Bonds, Attractions, and Content My relationships with Kissra (from high school) and Kate and Angie (from my adult-entertainment days in Montreal) were never rooted in physical attraction. Instead, circumstance brought us together, and over time, our interactions blossomed into an inseparable and deeply loving bond. Therefore, please understand this fundamental truth: my physical attraction includes all body types, shapes, colors, backgrounds, genders, and sexes. What I am most attracted to is your personality, your mind and how you think. If you are kind, positive and full of life I will be very attracted to you. If you live authentically no mater how weird you may be, I will be drawn to you. My relationship with my partners are unique in nature and the circumstances that brought us together were unusual. Due to privacy I can only post content of myself and my partners, and not others.  Please be kind in your DM's. Do not assume and ask me instead; and if you want m...

Last updated: 16-Apr-25@01:10 Central Winnipeg time. From a young age, I knew I was different. At seven years old, I sat in my first therapist's office, a place I revisited because I didn't fit the mold of what a boy was supposed to be. My childhood was filled with toys traditionally meant for girls – dolls, coffee sets, and toy hair dryers were my favorites. In kindergarten and elementary school, my closest companions were girls, and I naturally gravitated towards their games and activities. Unlike some who identify differently, I never had the urge to wear women's clothing or put on makeup. My connection to the feminine was deeper, a fundamental alignment with women and their world. I never felt any connection to typical male pursuits. My voice was naturally high-pitched, and my appearance often led people to mistake me for a girl. This feminine inclination was never rooted in sexuality; in fact, sexuality, in general, was absent from my understanding of the world. I felt...

Understanding My Approach: Psychology, Personality, and Values If you want to make a positive impression on me, it helps to understand the psychology that defines my behavior and personality. I'm inherently curious and enjoy conversing with a wide variety of people. It's almost impossible to offend me, and the cordiality of my response will entirely depend on how you communicate with me. I also tend to speak frankly, without "sugarcoating" things, which some people misinterpret and find offensive, though that's never my intention. I appreciate coherent individuals who write legibly, use correct grammar and spelling, and can articulate their thoughts clearly. I dislike abbreviations and overused slang. Additionally, using profanity immediately lowers your standing in my eyes; it indicates a lack of sophistication. While it's fine to express frustration or end a conversation you're unhappy with, using profanity to emphasize a point reveals a weakness on your...